Hell is the Google Wizard

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There is that moment in every infanthood that interrupts our watching of our hands crawling through the carpet with a moment of recognition. Our heads bob up on some reflective surface and there we are. Not the first time we see the reflection, but the first time that the switch is flipped on the mirror and we recognize that this thing in the screen is us. Those disembodied hands we watched sink into fibers in the living room are now connected to us.

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It’s a crucial moment in childhood development, connecting our eyes to the ability to see. Before that, we have no consciousness or identity. And this reflection guides us into the imaginary — there’s no wonder that Alice’s wonderland was through a mirror. When we see our reflection, we make that same blind leap down the rabbit hole: Is that me? It must be me. But it’s not me! It’s me looking at me! No wonder Alice panics when the hookah-smoking caterpillar asks who she is: “being so many different sizes in a day is very confusing.”

A similar moment of recognition happened when I stumbled across the work of two artists, working independently, who do the exact same thing: Chadwick Gibson (Googlegeist) and Mario Santamaria (The Camera in the Mirror) have each set about creating an archive of the moment when the Google Robot accidentally reveals itself in the mirror of the art museums it is documenting.

Gibson describes the robot, which Google has named “Trolley,” as “a combination of Hal 9000, Johnny Five, and a wizard.” I don’t understand why Trolley wears a silver robe, but I’m glad it does. The connection to the Wizard of Oz is extremely satisfying to me, a tempting lure to imagine that Google’s myth as the great and powerful Oz is masking a mundane technological reality of cameras on wheels. Initially, I felt a tug of humiliation when looking at the Google Wizard, as if seeing it was a humiliating revelation: The emperor has no clothes. (Strange that they later gave it that silver cowl).

What makes these images so compelling isn’t that the experience of imagining ourselves alone in a museum has been broken. It’s that the experience of imagining ourselves in a museum, through online media, becomes compellingly honest. Stare into a mirror and you are only imagining the reflected image three feet ahead is ‘you.’ It’s not, it’s a mirror. In the same way, imagining ourselves in a museum reveals the unsettling truth of that imagined identity: It’s not us.

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The Google Wizard is everywhere all the time, creating the illusion that we can be anywhere at any time. This extends to any form of mediated presence. Engrossed in a phone call, we do not imagine the person on the other end from the perspective of her phone; we don’t imagine that her ear is in our mouths while we are listening. We imagine sitting at the appropriate distance of an in-person conversation. Strangely, I usually imagine my partner as if I’m of appropriate distance, still holding her phone up, which, if I were actually there, would be remarkably rude. Here’s an experiment: When you’re on the phone, take stock of the image in your head of your partner. For me, the more intimate the conversation, the closer I imagine them standing; late-night conversations with romantic interests tend to conjure an image of them face to face beside me. This is not how I envision my dentist.

That imaginary camera operates on the same principal, floating in space at an appropriate distance, that same imaginary self reflected in the mirror. We imagine it is uswe imagine we are there.

This is why I find the Google Wizard so compelling: It physically occupies the space of my imagination. I imagine an appearance at Tate Britain through Google’s Cultural Institute website, and enjoy losing myself in the ruse. Suddenly, a Dalek appears in what should be my reflection. My first reaction is, “That’s not me!” — the opposite of my childhood revelation. But my second reaction is, “Yes it is!” The camera is precisely me, the camera becomes an avatar for my experience, the symbol of myself occupying the space I imagine myself to be in. The Google Wizard’s reflection is a symbol, a symbol that means meand takes my place to transform the real into the mediated, but also means my absence: a reminder that I am both present and absent.

The Google Wizard is compelling because it stands in for the imagination of the entire network. I think of Ulises Mejias:

“The digital network signifies the aestheticization of the social, a means for the masses to contemplate a simulation of themselves and express themselves through this simulation. But it also represents an arena of restricted or diminished opportunities for meaningful political and social action” (Off the Network: Disrupting the Digital World, p.15).

We tend to imagine that we are the actors in mediated spaces, but this is fundamentally our perception as babies, seeing hands and fingers curling through the carpets but not recognizing that they are connected to our body. How do we position ourselves in this? Are we just the curling, disembodied hands of the network? Bringing food to its mouth without any sense of control or unified purpose? Looking in the mirror and seeing the Google camera looking back at us has a kind of dream-logic, embodying the Google Wizard, in its mysterious silver robe, fully in control of network power, as if this is portrait of the entire digital network taken by its only occupant.

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While Vice tended to err on the side of the robot’s goofiness—Trolley as a cosplayer– other outlets have called the Google selfies “terrifying.”

The Google Wizard definitely hangs out in some surrealistically scary places. Gibson notes that these images are collected from Google’s visits to “museums, castles, and institutions of power around the world.” How telling that this is where we first see the imaginary face of the Google Wizard. But what’s more, the Wizard lives in a world without people. The images are digital scans of real places closed when the machine goes for a tour, creating an image of a world without human beings, or where human beings exist only through the shared, collective experience of one moving camera. This, of course, is precisely what happens. And until we are confronted with the robot, we might not question this as a “world” at all: It’s an advantage not to have someone standing in front of the artwork at the Tate.

But once we have to identify with the Google Wizard, we also confront these spaces as surreal, virtual worlds — the Palais Garnier in Paris occasionally suggests Twin Peaks’ Black Lodge, or The Shining’s Overlook Hotel. Imagine that, instead of looking at any one of these images through a screen, you are physically present in the world the screen offers up. Beautiful marble walls, ornate pillars and echoes through the hallways. They radiate power, elegance, class, and entrapment. You can’t escape to a non-indexed world, and the world you are in is empty. 

That is, on the other side of the looking glass, whoever was in control on our side is absent. Including you. In the mirror, not your reflection, but the Google Wizard’s. Behind that silver-draped cyclops eye is everybody, and the Wizard becomes the malevolent guardian of some new form of power. Just like Alice, in a Wonderland trial for tart-theft, hopes that the logic of the law will prevail (and just as the toddler turns to a parent to confirm that the mirror image is, in fact, the child), the law, without people, is absent. There is no outside authority to turn to, nobody to confirm that we are who we think we are. Not even the mirror. (Another of Gibson’s collections, g©©gle, reflects one way network power is still exercised in a world without human beings: it’s a collection of screen shots in which the art works have been censored thanks to copyright claims; power in the network mirror is exercised through deletion and omission).

It is a weird form of horror: The robot eye, which we know is the imaginary position of the viewer within the simulated worlds of Google maps, Google museum, even Google Mars, should be your eye. It’s the lens through which the real world meets the mediated world, the eye of the entire network. That this eye is aimed at you creates a sense of horror for two reasons: because you’ve been cast into the other side of the mirror, in the loneliest of worlds, a world in which no one exists but everyone sees, a world where we recognize our reflection but have no other to confirm it.

You are alone, but everyone is watching you: “An arena of diminished social interaction,” taken to its coldest, server-bound extreme. It is the complete alienation, an exaggeration of that sense of distance between ourselves and our reflection. This is a surrender of the real to the virtual, ego without identity. We can’t find ourselves in the network, but everybody else thinks they can. Isn’t that all just the ultimate realization of Instagram and Facebook’s curation of ideal, unreal selves? This activity, this production of the self, feels like production and expression, like an identity. But it is actually just product, recorded and disseminated for consumption in the same process that draws us to the production and expression of others.

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“There is a positive fascination today with the virtual and all its technologies,” Baudrillard writes. “If it genuinely is a mode of disappearance, this would be an obscure, but deliberate, choice on the part of the species itself: the decision to clone itself, lock, stock and barrel, in another universe; to disappear as the human race, properly speaking, in order to perpetuate itself in an artificial species that would have much more efficient, much more operational attributes.” (Passwords, p. 43).

Is the Google Wizard “terrifying”? All of that, obviously, is a bit extreme. The virtualization of the world creates and challenges a handful of myths, and the Google Wizard, ultimately, reflects whatever it is that we choose imagine. But these images are compelling, to me, because they speak to these myths so well. Even Baudrillard acknowledges that the virtual world may just be a plaything: “Are we not playing out the comedy of the virtual to ourselves, with a hint of irony, as in the comedy of power?” (Passwords, 42).

But it also reveals the truth of the network space: A world where power exists, but people don’t; where the documentation of our activities takes place, but where activity doesn’t. Look through the collections of these images and this becomes the terrible story of becoming trapped in our imaginary mediated world, in which every mirror is not a place to imagine ourselves — how can we imagine ourselves when we’re on the other side of Alice’s looking glass? — but instead, our imagination takes the form of our own surveillance and documentation, the scrutiny of a robot behind every shiny surface.


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Laying down with dogs: White God and revolutionary discourse

White God, the 2014 Hungarian film directed by Kornel Mundruczo, tells the story of a mixed-breed dog, Hagen, and his pre-teen guardian, Lili. They move into Lili’s father’s small apartment, where suspicious neighbors and police target the ‘unregistered mutt’. (Spoilers follow). 

The hostility comes to a head when Lili smuggles Hagen into her orchestra rehearsal. She secretly sequesters him in a storage closet. Hagen whines and freaks out, as dogs do. With the attention and ire of Lili’s maestro, Lili gets an ultimatum: leave the dog, or don’t come back. 

She quits, but the pair is doomed anyway. Daniel, outraged, drives to the outskirts of town and leaves Hagen on the side of the road. He drags Lili back into the car, swearing that she will return to find Hagen. 

The split sets up two parallel stories. One privileged, one revolutionary. This review looks at Lili, then Hagen, to study the film’s portrayal of an unlikely site of emergence for revolutionary consciousness. 

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Lili looks for her dog. She hangs posters and wanders the city, but soon gives up hope. On the home front, she shows little resistance or agitation against her unsympathetic father. Lili could rebel. She could run away, refuse to speak, or act out. As the film shows Hagen’s loyalty and corresponding struggle, Lili seems quick to surrender.

She returns to the orchestra, apologizing for her behavior. She lies that the dog bit her and that she placed Hagen in a kennel. Her loyalty is not with Hagen, but with her father, and for little reward. Daniel is an asshole for the entirety of the film. She hates her orchestra, and has no real friends there.  

She does skip a band retreat to visit a warehouse rave with a boy, which goes badly.  Drunk and passed out, she wakes up to a police raid with a pocket full of drugs. Her father is kind to her, and she apologizes. Together, they seem to build up their relationship. The rebellion ends, Lili promises to stay at home when Daniel goes to work. No more trouble. 

Lili behaves just as she has before, simply because she has behaved that way before. I am most interested in Lili’s rapid dissolve of resolve.  I find a some explanation in Althusser’s idea, here paraphrased by Geoffrey Pfeifer for The Zizek Dictionary (p7), that 

“By engaging in any material social practice, or with any material institution, we admit (unconsciously) that we are the object of such a practice, and in doing this we become the kind of subject that engages in this practice and thus are constituted by it.” 

In other words: Lili’s father and maestro don’t have to force her to behave. She already knows how to behave. 

That’s how Althusser’s Ideological State Apparatus works. It’s not a violent fist, it’s a guiding hand. We see some of this established in scenes with Lili. When she arrives at her father’s, her mother issues the command: “Obey your father.” Like a dog: Obey. Lili shows that she has internalized this obedience: She behaves. 

Lili isn’t callous or insincere in her love of Hagen. That would be a less interesting film. Instead, her love is real, but she is a subject to her father and school. She has internalized her position as “daughter” and “student.” We may wish Lili would break free from it, but she can’t imagine alternatives.  

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Early in the film, Lili and Hagen see a man training a dog in the distance. Lili says to Hagen, “I’ll never treat you that way.” So the film establishes a division between the ‘untrained’ Hagen, and Lili’s internalized training.

Once apart, the Disney adventure story plot of a girl and dog parted turns far darker. Wild dogs chase away Hagen. He’s threatened by butchers, kidnapped by a homeless man and sold to a dog fighter. Hagen is beaten, starved, and  abused. 

Lili finds her life, bleak as it is, too privileged to escape through self-radicalization. Hagen does not have that privilege. Hagen remembers a different world. He’s been treated with respect by Lili. Falling into secondary status is at odds with the privilege he once enjoyed. He can imagine the difference.

Lili is interpellated, in Althusser’s terms, as a “daughter” and “student.” She is called those things and so comes to see herself as those things. Likewise, she has internalized an ideology that human love is primary. Her love of Hagen is secondary. Hagen is interpellated as “servant,” “warrior,” etc. But he knows it is not hailing him. Literally, he’s called by a different name — Max, not Hagen. So he doesn’t answer that call.

Hagen’s consciousness and motivations are unknowable; he’s a dog. The initial tension of the film is to see if Hagen enters into humanity’s view of him, or if Lili’s view stays with him. The dogfighter chooses him because he still ‘has heart.’ He knows Hagen will fight to get somewhere, will fight to win his way out. He assumes Hagen is obedient. 

But the film turns all that around in its bizarre third act. 

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Let’s fast forward the plot a bit. A local kennel is preparing Hagen for euthanization. He  attacks, freeing other kennel mutts and launching a citywide riot between species.

Fearing rabies, the organized dog militia terrorizes the city. Crowded city streets are empty but for dogs and street lamps — and Lili. 

But here’s the smartest piece of this film. Twice, we must confront Hagen’s emotional responses to acts of kindness. We all know why Hagen would fight those who beat, starved and humiliated him. But what is most compelling about the film is what sparks that revolution. 

In the kennel before the riots, a kind woman comes to see him. Her hair is short, perhaps from an illness. She smiles, enamored with Hagen. By all means, she is Hagen’s fastest ticket back to his normal life as a beloved pet. 

Hagen, smart enough to know better, doesn’t make nice with the poor woman. He literally bites the hand that feeds him. Why? 

In “The Ticklish Subject,” Zizek writes: 

“Lacan insists on the primacy of (negative) act over the (positive) establishment of a ‘new harmony’ via the intervention of some new master-signifier.” (p.159).

Hagen is engaging in a negation. The bite is his refusal to tolerate a larger structure of oppression. The woman hails Hagen as her pet, but Hagen is not a pet. The woman signifies a systemic arrangement that interpellates dogs as subservient pets. 

This is the ‘event’ in which a revolutionary discourse arises for Hagen. No human can liberate him. He once hysterically desired a return to the lost master signifier (Lili). Hagen recognizes that his desire for her has only stood in for his own liberation. That, in Lacanian terms, is a revolutionary discourse, the discourse of analysis. 

The revolution doesn’t start with Hagen’s rage. It begins in an outright rejection of the entire system. A system which keeps him at the mercy of one of two human hands: a fist to the face, or playful tummy rub. A negation which rejects that ‘new harmony.’ That’s a choice between the cruel master exploiting a subservient creature for pleasure, or the kind master exploiting a subservient creature for pleasure. 

Kind or unkind, both are interchangeable masters signifiers. Dogs are expected to identify with these masters. We watch the film and, while aware of Hagen’s intelligence, expect that he will comply with this system. Choose a kinder master, and steal away a bit of comfort which obscures a larger ideological system. A system which keeps dogs on the ground and humans in control.

When we associate our identities with these masters, we answer the name they choose. Student, daughter, pet. Hagen demands that the ‘master’ answer his call: a revolution, albeit a bloody one. 

By refusing to buy into that discourse of the master, Hagen becomes the master of himself. Hagen found the power to resist and refuse. A small army of dogs see him, and see a new master. 

Lili still operates in some constructive “harmonized” capacity. She loses Hagen, her only true friend, but keeps self-identifying as ‘daughter’ and ‘student’. The old roles rule her, and why not? Her life is comfortable and secure. Privileged, even if it isn’t. 

Which brings us to Hagen’s extraordinarily tense confrontation at the end of the film. White God poses the question, “Whose side will you be on when the revolution comes?”   

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The dogs hunt and kill their former oppressors, then finally come for Daniel. But first, Lili  intervenes. Hagen is unimpressed. Above, we see Hagen between the dogs and Lili. Lili, too, is standing between herself and her father. This is not a reunion between lost friends, it is a confrontation of ideologies. And in recognizing that she is now under threat, we see that Lili’s kind-hearted affection was part of the system of oppression.

The reunion, which drove Hagen forward through the film, is laced with hostility. The ‘objet petit a‘ of Hagen’s desire, the symbol responsible for launching his struggle, had been Lili. Now, Lili-as-symbol has been replaced with Hagen-as-symbol, the desire to assert his own position. 

Lili knew Hagen was sentient, intelligent, compassionate, and capable of love. But she could not imagine him as an equal. When he was destined to be slaughtered, she was playing trumpet in an orchestra for the benefit of those who were indifferent to that slaughter. 

Had Hagen been a boy, a human friend, would Lili have been capable of playing a trumpet while he was lost in the streets? The answer is no; and it reflects the distorting power of an ideology. Her best friend, whom she knew to be as intelligent and kind as her own father, was nonetheless abandoned because she could not see him as a sentient consciousness, a *person*. Not for lack of compassion, but for a lack of imagination: The inability to see past the walls that had been imposed upon her internal world. 

It is the trumpet played for the dogs that calls the truce. Hagen had been expelled from the orchestra, now Lili plays for him. The dogs lie down. Lili lies down with them. In this gesture, she shows her understanding that she, and the dogs, are equal.

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Everything in the city is part of its story: Construction materials as a visual language in the work of Doris Salcedo and Faheem Majeed

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Doris Salcedo, “Untitled”

“Everything in the city is properly part of its story– its physical body of brick, stone, steel, glass, wood, its lifeblood of living, breathing men and women.” – Berenice Abbott, “Documenting the City,” 1942.

I recently visited the Institute of Contemporary Art in Chicago, which is holding two exhibitions of two unrelated artists, Doris Salcedo and Faheem Majeed, that are hard not to read as part of the same story.

Salcedo works in Bogota, while Majeed works local to Chicago. Both bodies of work point to a new form of migration and exodus. I see it across San Francisco neighborhoods and everyone seems to see it across every neighborhood: as economic gaps grow, rents rise, and the poor move out.

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Faheem Majeed

Majeed’s work is built from particle board, a material embedded into the visual language of neighborhoods in the midst of transitions: shuttered up storefronts, renovations, foreclosed homes. Majeed chooses these materials through his experience of Chicago, where red-lining has created a legacy of economic disenfranchisement.

At first glance, Salcedo’s “Untitled Works” from 1989-2008 invite a similar reading. Salcedo uses old wooden chairs, cabinets, bed frames — the debris often left behind in an eviction, as families can’t afford to transport them when they’ve been priced out of a gentrified neighborhood. These materials are then encased in concrete; becoming symbols of displacement, of rickety furniture swallowed up into the concrete of new construction. This reading is an allegory of the “revival” of impoverished neighborhoods in building booms, in which the ghosts of the original residents are embedded into the marrow of the beast that evicted them.

Majeed is deliberately speaking to a social displacement of impoverished and socially excluded people of Chicago, but Salcedo, though seemingly a natural twin, is addressing victims of political violence in Colombia: The Desaparacedos (“the disappeared”).

There, 28,000 people are reported missing at the hands of the Columbian regime and a project of forced disappearance. International Law defines this act as “when a person is secretly abducted or imprisoned by a state or by a third party with the authorization, support, or acquiescence of a state or political organization, followed by a refusal to acknowledge the person’s fate and whereabouts, with the intent of placing the victim outside the protection of the law.”

The connection is striking. The two artists form a kind of psychic rhyme in their visual language: between those who have disappeared through kidnapping and political marginalization in Colombia, and those who have disappeared through a very different form of exclusion– increasing property values. On one of Majeed’s pieces of particle board, he’s etched the words “Buy, my nigga,” a slogan he said was graffitied onto the side of a public installation he designed to engage a local community about its own displacement. The message had two readings: “Buy, my nigga,” as in those renting should buy their own property, or “Bye,” as in — see you later, poor folk.

These connections form a distressing echo to illustrate how, while mechanisms of displacement in authoritarian and capitalist regimes may function differently, the end result has an eerie semblance.

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Doris Salcedo

Both works address the trauma of displacement. Back home in San Francisco, wandering through neighborhoods that once housed immigrant families, I’m surrounded by people just like me: white kids squeezing into crowded homes with newly renovated interiors, beds and a closet for $2200 a month. We squeeze in, and the families get squeezed out. They go to Oakland, where gun crime keeps middle class families moving on through to Berkeley.

Where in the Mission, a piece of plaster becomes a phrase for “renovation,” “construction,” and “growth,” in Oakland, the same words mean “decay.” Particle boards over abandoned businesses, dust gathered in the windows of “for rent” signs; nonetheless, the growth of San Francisco means an encroachment of those too poor for San Francisco who nonetheless depend on that growth to survive.

The same words, the same particle board and plaster and concrete, and two very different meanings across the same bridge.

You can see Doris Salcedo’s work at the MCA Chicago through May 24, 2015; and Majeem Faheed’s work through August 16, 2015. 

Reading Miranda July’s “First Bad Man” through Jacques Lacan

fbman2Miranda July’s first novel, “The First Bad Man,” begins as a foray into feminine nebbishness. It eventually grows into a dark, complex novel with a frenzied sexuality. It is also an excellent case study for reading alongside Lacan’s “Feminine Sexuality,” a collection of essays he gave to the ecole freudienne, the school he directed in Paris.

This post looks at Lacan’s controversial take on feminine sexuality using Miranda July’s novel as an illustration. We’ll touch on a few of Lacan’s aphorisms regarding sexuality: In particular, that there is no sexual relationship. But first, let’s read a lot of spoilers for The First Bad Man.

Other People’s Movies

When we meet Cheryl Glickman, she is working for a non-profit producing self-defense DVDs. She’s spineless as water, and has a sort of self-imposed asceticism called “the system,” in which she states, matter-of-factly, that a pile of dishes is enough to create a chain of events that lead a person to stop bathing, or ever leaving their house, soon, “the person begins to throw trash anywhere and pee in cups” (July, 21). This seems like hyperbole, but in July’s world, it seems to be clear that this has been a past experience for Cheryl Glickman: “We’ve all been this person,” she states; and to avoid it, she keeps her house almost sterile, and protects this slide back into depression through extreme acts, such as reading books standing up by the bookcase with her finger on the spot it came from. This kind of thing prevents the domino effect back into her previous, casually referenced, past life of extreme depression and anxiety.

All of this nonetheless becomes upended with the introduction of Clee, the daughter of her two managers who more or less force the passive Cheryl to take their daughter in. Clee is 18 years old, but taller and bigger than Cheryl (who is middle-aged).

Cheryl is also infatuated with a man named Phillip, whose name we learn from the first sentence: “I drove to the doctor’s office as if I was starring in a movie Phillip was watching” (July,.1). This sentence sets the stage for us to begin analyzing Cheryl’s relationship with “the other,” which is symbolized through Phillip. Phillip does not reciprocate Cheryl’s feelings, but nonetheless, Cheryl is constantly maneuvering to ingratiate herself to him through impersonation. She uses words that she hears him use (p 6) or rejoices in trading chunks of “beefalo” meat they’re given at work, because it means he has her name in his refrigerator (16).

There is no such thing as a sexual relationship

lacan-no-sexual-relationBefore I continue, I want to discuss Lacan, and his dictum that “There is no such thing as a sexual relationship,” which comes from Seminar XX. The most lucid, straightforward analysis of this Lacanian maxim comes from Alain Badiou: “in sex, each individual is to a large extent on their own. … Naturally, the other person’s body has to be mediated, but at the end of the day, the pleasure will always be your pleasure. Sex separates, doesn’t unite” (Badiou, 18). Furthermore, the physical activity of sex is always an image, the imagination. The orgasm, on the other hand, is intensely narcissistic and internal.

We can see this in Cheryl’s sexual fantasies about Phillip in The First Bad Man. As she comforts Phillip, she imagines some future event in which he comforts her, and the two begin to have sex:

“in a low, commanding voice, he would whisper: ‘think about your thing.’ I’d smile, grateful for the permission to go within, and shut my eyes — transporting myself to a very similar room where our pants were laid out on the floor and Phillip was on top of and inside me. In a low, commanding voice, he said, ‘think about your thing,’ and I was flooded with gratitude and relief, even more than the last time. I shut my eyes and was again transported to a similar room, a fantasy within a fantasy within a fantasy, and it continued like this, building in intensity until I was so far inside myself that I could go no further” (July, 39).

This Russian-nesting doll style of fantasy, an Inception-like level of dreams, captures this essence of Lacan’s suggestion that “there is no such thing as a sexual relationship.” There is no relationship in this fantasy, only the presence of the desired person, fulfilling their role in an imaginary placement in a fantastical space.

Here, I’ll very closely summarize Zizek (57), who puts it like this: We enter human sexuality through the intervention of the symbolic order, by grafting the fundamental deadlock of symbolization on to the biological opposition of male and female. … sexuality is a bricolage, a montage of two heterogeneous elements.

That is, all sex is sexual fantasy, which we enter into through a symbolic order. The other, our partner (I won’t assume this to be heterosexual) is the Other to us. Not themselves, but the symbol of the broader big Other, the collective organization of rules and external pressures we are anticipated to follow is what assigns us a sexual role articulated through the “language” of sex: this is the grafting of meaning onto our biological compulsions, which tell us how we are supposed to behave and feel desire.

But the partner is also the other, a stand-in for the projection of our internal sexual fantasies. We imagine ourselves in the desire of the other, yet they also become our symbols through which we articulate desire.

This complicates a pretty simple biological urge. Without our species’ dependency on meaning and our production of a symbolic and imaginary landscape, in which all things stand in for something else (and where we imagine ourselves in relation to those meanings), we end up registering sex in the same way. Monkeys have it easy.

Sex, then, is as close as we get to the “Real,” if you consider the Real a pre-symbolic state. The French famously refer to the orgasm as “la petit mort” because it is a small death, a moment in which language is banished from the brain and one skims closely to non-existence (but not enough to get bummed out — safety is assured by the rapid return to the world of language, description, and the language needed to convey the moment to the other person(s) there with you). Returning from that journey to a pre-symbolic space, meaning comes flooding back in.

The relationship to Phillip, then, finally consummates outside of the realm of fantasy. Phillip is not the ideal partner for Cheryl; in fact, he is immersed in his own elaborate and narcissistic rituals. The real Phillip is so distant that Cheryl has to re-imagine him over his physical body:

“It should have been easy but it took fierce concentration to imagine that he was on top of me. I had to erase him completely and reconstitute him, focusing on his imaginary weight as opposed to his actual heft” (July, 269).

There is no sexual relationship.

Pointedly, the first bad man is not about Phillip. It is about Cheryl’s relationship with Clee, the towering bully who moves into her anxiously ordered life and introduces Cheryl to a liberating chaos.

 

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But first, I want to discuss Lacan’s idea of the barred subject. This is the unknowable, inarticulatable unconscious drive that leaks into our real-life actions and speech. The leaks are expressed wholly through symbols and signifiers. The origin, however, cannot be articulated, because it exists as a pre-verbal state of being.

Why pre-verbal? Because we cannot exist without being signified, without, for example, having a name. Neither can our desires be obtained without naming them. But by naming them, we have to follow the rules that are given to us by language, culture, etc: We must learn to say our name, even if it has nothing to do with our identity. We have to name our desires, even if our desire is beyond articulation. Yet, once we connect to another through language, we lose touch with the sensation of being detached from language. That’s a state we can never return to: the Real.

As Lacan puts it, we bear within ourselves the worm of what splits us (Lacan, Ecrits, “Position de l’inconscient,” 1966). We learn to communicate, and in the process, we learn to disconnect from anything which we cannot communicate. Language is the bridge that takes us to other people, but away from ourselves, and crumbles again every time a message gets delivered.

tumblr_nhsl47RxL01qfsvm3o1_1280On that cheery note, we can dig a bit closer to a Lacanian conception of sexuality through “the sexual relationship does not exist,” and begin to understand more of what exists instead. That is: The impossibility of what we have imagined the sexual relationship to be. We imagine sex to be the bridge to these unknowable desires, and our partner becomes the method through which we can access them, past language and into the physical real. But this idea has its limits.

The partner, instead, stands in for whatever signifier we need, becomes a symbol, not unlike the function of a name, or a language. Because sex relies upon this symbolic function of the other, our own self-understanding becomes distorted. As I have shown, we may apply our self-understanding to the partner through the mediation of fantasy as Cheryl had through Phillip. In this section, I’ll analyze the relationship between Clee and Cheryl to see the function of sex as a kind of therapeutic discourse, rather than the discourse of the master, and how that can in fact serve as a form of Lacanian feminine sexuality.

Zizek, from Zizek's Abercrombie and Fitch Catalog.

Zizek, from Zizek’s Abercrombie and Fitch Catalog.

This begins, fittingly, with a discussion between Cheryl and her therapist. The therapist, she realizes, is a secretary in the same office when another doctor is in town. She inquires into the relationship: Is it sexual? Romantic? Does he pay her? “It’s a game we like to play,” her therapist responds, “an immensely satisfying adult game” (July, 61).

This is the key for Cheryl to understand her tolerance for the abuse that Clee doles out to her. Throughout the novel, Clee is insulting Cheryl, taking over her space, disordering her carefully maintained house. Cheryl, however, retreats, does not speak out. This conversation with her therapist is a breakthrough moment for Cheryl: she begins to instinctively understand that she is in a game.

“[I] watched the couple next to me feed each other bites of omelet. It was hard to believe they played adult games but most likely they did, probably with their coworkers or relatives. What were other people’s like? Perhaps some mothers and fathers pretended to be their children’s children and make messes. Or a widow might become her own deceased husband and demand retribution from everyone. It was all very personal, nobody’s game made any sense to anyone else” (July, 82).

This, then, brings forward a concept of that unknowable desire coming forth into the world, through activities which activate, and play with, an unknown source of pleasure. This neatly illustrates the concept of transgressing the pleasure principle. In other words, these “adult games” are an expression of jouissance, a way of poking through the barriers to pleasure which result from social, linguistic, and other constraints. Notably, this is a social form of pleasure, a pleasure experienced through Others, which is how Lacan describes his “feminine jouissance” in Seminar XX. This distinction is what sets it apart from Lacan’s phallic jouissance, a jouissance centered on items (even imaginary ones, such as ideas).

Cheryl quickly begins to become mediated by fantasy. She and Clee, empowered by Cheryl’s understanding that this violence is “an adult game,” begin to regiment it, allowing Cheryl to further explore her desires. She discovers that she longs to become the victims in the self-defense DVDs she helps produce (July, 85-86). She and Clee begin re-enacting these scenes, memorizing dialogue and gestures.

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The inside cover of The First Bad Man, hardcover edition.

Clee becomes a fantasmic other for Cheryl; but of course, Cheryl is also serving the role as fantasy object for Clee. Each satisfies themselves in what is best understood as a sexual chemistry without sex. Each has a lack they desire to fill: One needs to attack, one needs to be attacked. They resolve this lack through each other. As Zizek writes, rather than two people coming together to form a whole, sex is always the coming together of two failures (59).

There are several levels of mediation at play: The fantasy of being on the DVD, the fantasy of sex in the absence of sex, the imagined connection of the relationship, the symbolic role that the other plays for each. Yet each shares a unique fantasy. They are not united in these attacks; they are distinctly isolated in their own imagination, alone in a shared fantasy. If the unconscious is structured like a language, then here, the language of desire is mutually inscribed on the other, and yet, incapable of being read.

 

Dick Jokes

Let’s talk about the phallus. Crucially, Lacan revises Freud and removes the phallus as the centerpiece of Western civilization. Unfortunately, Lacan still operates from just slightly off center of the phallic monolith Freud built, and much of his writing is from a male position. Nonetheless, he removes biology from the equation, acknowledging the cultural position of women as the one which defines them; leaving this phallocentrism as a cultural critique, more than a psychoanalytic one (Fink, 116).

Men, writes Lacan, “find themselves men without knowing what to do about it” (143), but with an awareness that they must be something because of what they possess (the phallus). Women, however, lack the phallus, and therefore, men — knowing that this phallic identity is constructed through the symbolic realm, is in fact “not-real,” then women, lacking a phallus, are therefore also “lacking the not-real” (see Zizek, 41). This creates a kind of mysterious essence of mystical femininity. And in fact, that’s precisely what Lacan speaks of: By being removed from the not-real phallocentric symbolic order, the feminine is closer to “the Real” than the masculine.

This might seem to reflect a perspective with very fine gendered lines. Lacan, though, suggests a concept of gender beyond sex: it isn’t that you have a penis, or don’t, that determines this masculinity or femininity, it’s how you think about the absence or presence. A masculine approach is represented by an identity with strong associations to a symbolic order (the phallus can be anything) whereas “femininity” is directed toward that which transcends the symbolic, and therefore reads as “mystical” (147).

 

Kubelko Bondy

Which brings us to Kubelko Bondy, literally a floating spirit who seems to signify, in the book, the primordial pre-verbal stage of development. Cheryl sees Bondy in the eyes of several babies throughout the book, the vision of a memory she had as a girl at age 9, in which she calmed the neighbor’s child, “in some real and permanent way he belonged to me. Because I was only nine it wasn’t clear if he belonged to me as a child or as a spouse, but it didn’t matter, I felt myself rising up to the challenge of heartache” (July, 8). Whenever she encounters Bondy, they communicate telepathically; they understand each other without actual words being spoken.

The connection between Cheryl and Bondy seems to suggest a feminine foothold into the mystical and ineffable. We can turn to this, again, to illustrate the feminine jouissance. It is an unexplainable excess of desire which transcends the symbolic realm; that is, the Real. Kubelko presents a connection to that Real, one which approaches pain (“the challenge of heartache”) and which is experienced with a child as the bridge between the gap of the Real and the object.

onionmagazine_4821-web_jpg_445x1000_upscale_q85Yet, Cheryl only learns to articulate this sliver of the Real through her sexual desire, albeit not in the traditional method of conceiving a child. She must traverse the distance between her conception of herself as distant and unknowable, or knowable only through the language of the others, before she can come to name her desire, that is, to take on the child that results when Clee and Phillip have sex. She fantasizes about this relationship, even pretends to be Phillip fucking Clee (among many other men). “Fantasy,” writes Zizek, “is a way for the subject to answer the question of what object they are for the Other, in the eyes of the Other, for the Other’s desire” (41).

In all of these fantasies, Cheryl is distant from herself, seeing Clee through the eyes of other men, and putting herself in the position of these men.

Overwhelmed by sexual urges, she refers to her lust as “Phillip’s lust” (July 111). Lacan points out that “Man serves here as a relay so that woman becomes an Other for herself, just as she is for him” (Ecrits, Fink translation, 732). So this allows us to see, from a Lacanian perspective, the feminist push in the story of Cheryl Glickman. As she begins to emerge from the frenzy of masculine sexuality attached to the phallus which is attached to Phillip (notably, there’s a semiotic rhyme, as well, with the ph and ll exactly where they need to be in each name), Cheryl works through being seen in the eyes of the other. And that’s why, at the end of the novel, the last sentence bookends with the first: We are in Cheryl and her son’s movie (July, 276).

Cheryl is reconciled from seeing herself through a phallic jouissance to a relational jouissance with her son; from feminine to masculine and back again. The ineffable pre-verbal spirit, the floating Kubelko Bondy, comes forth through the desires of the two people whom Cheryl saw herself through. The feminine is a mix of the symbolic and inexplicable, then, matching the Lacanian conception of a feminine sexuality.

Lacan wrote that analysis meant “to rewrite the history of one’s own life in such a way that everything that once seemed like a mistake—a wrong turn, a wasted year, a whole decade spent with a partner one came to despise—now seems necessary in order for the analysand to be what he or she is in the process of becoming” (Fink, Lacan to the Letter: Reading Écrits Closely, 62). This is clearly conveyed when Cheryl adopts Clee and Phillip’s son: “I didn’t make him, but I did each thing right so he would be made. That’s how much I wanted you.” (July, 270).

Kubelko is born (as Jack) through the leftover joy of her connections between two people. She did in fact make him happen through a history of necessary mistakes. Cheryl is nonetheless empowered to choose her anchor when she chooses to adopt Jack, rather than being driven through the demands or desires of Clee, or Phillip, or the world she’s so afraid of.

 

Conclusion

I was mostly interested in created an analysis of The First Bad Man as a Lacanian novel. Ideally, I’ve shown how certain aspects of July’s novel can be used to illustrate Lacanian concepts of feminine sexuality.

First off; I’ve shown that Cheryl’s relationships with Phillip and Clee can be conceptualized through Lacan’s maxim that there is no sexual relationship, and I’ve illuminated the role of the symbolic and imaginary in sexuality using examples from The First Bad Man.

Secondly, I’ve shown that The First Bad Man illustrates the presence of a feminine jouissance in which relationships between Others are negotiated by way of “adult games,” in contrast to masculine jouissance, which is played out through phallic objects. We see Cheryl perform both, which is supported by the Lacanian concept of identity based on attachment to a signifier, rather than the presence of a biological phallus.

Finally, I showed how The First Bad Man brings a feminist conception of sexuality through a Lacanian lens: whereas sexual experience is a means of working through desires toward an integration of feminine and masculine traits, or, if one chooses, through redirecting desire away from the desire of the other, once one has “played” with its recognition and understood it.


Books Referenced
The First Bad Man, Miranda July
In Praise of Love, Alain Badiou
Interrogating the Real, Slavoj Zizek
Ecrits, Jacques Lacan
Feminine Sexuality, Jacques Lacan (Juliet Mitchell and Jacqueline Rose)
The Lacanian Subject, Bruce Fink
Lacan to the Letter: Reading Écrits Closely, Bruce Fink

How to read a love letter

The minute a love note arrives, you should view it with suspicion.

The name on the letter is never the addressee. It is always a letter marked “return to sender.” That’s because the addressee is not you, but your absence. The author finds a self by looking at you. Without you, they just stare goggle-eyed at an abyss.

What good is love, Lacan asks, if it can’t give you the universe? He was being sarcastic. If we had everything, we’d be dead. If we didn’t have an inner engine pushing us to be complete, we’d never fall in love. Love fulfils a lack.

Theodore Adorno, of all people, sneaks a bit of romance into his essay Message in a Bottle. Love is about experiencing “the inalienable boundary between two people, and recognizing the futility of trying to eliminate it.” It’s exhilarating to try, anyway. Romantic love means throwing away all other attachments for the cause of another person. When it fails, we’ve died for nothing. But, “the unhappy lover has to admit that, exactly where he was forgetting himself, he loved himself only.”

Why do we ever need another person, to the detriment of our own lives? The most passionate affairs flare up when we find ourselves in the other person. When we decide to throw our own lives away to build a new one through them.  We might try to find ourselves through other people. But often, we find a partner as a kind of shorthand. Then we need them. Can’t breathe without them, feel as if we’re drowning, like we’d die.

We send every love letter to the address of whatever we think we’re missing. If you get this letter, you’re sure to find more evidence of who has written it than who you are. Unless, of course, it is a mutual commitment to self-destruction. It’s nice to cede authority to another person, to let them tell us who we are.

A love letter lets the reader pretend it’s about them. But the addressee is just a symbol. Love letters are a big, long mess about how we have come to represent what the other lacks.

Absence.
The depth of feeling reflects the depth of an absence. If there’s a hole to fill, you’ll know. What does the author fill that hole with? That launches the investigation. Descriptions of longing? Nostalgia? Pain?

Happiness.
Sara Ahmed’s The Promise of Happiness describes the frustration of living up to ideas of your happiness that aren’t yours. Happiness, she suggests, is the ability to choose a happiness, even one that fails. The freedom to strive. Unhappy people are happy like everyone else, happy people are unhappy in their own way. 

Whose happiness is in question in the love letter? Does it belong to you? Does it let you define your own happiness in the space of being loved?

Misery.
Beware of a letter that details the miseries your absence creates.

Your absence has nothing to do with your presence. Absence reflects the gap between a self and an ideal self. If their ideal self is only realized through you, beware. When you arrive, they’ll address that misery in the same way.

The miserable, neurotic or angry lover that laments your absence will remain a miserable, neurotic or angry lover when you return. You can never close that distance between people. It will always make them miserable, neurotic, or angry. Until they close the distance between themselves and their ideal, they’ll direct the energy of their desire into  you. And you will be responsible for the outcome.

Vulnerability.
An honest love note is an emotional exposure rivaling sex. That’s why you shouldn’t  comment on the clumsiness of a love note. It’s bad for egos.

Apathy. 
If writing a note, as Barthes suggests, exchanges the caress of the hand inscribing ink on paper for the impossible caress of an absent body, then your response to this touch is critical.

What about the one who ignores your absence completely? Delegating distance to a list of descriptions: rainy, autumn, absence.

Absence can speak for itself. It could be the sign of security. I don’t have to say I miss you, because I’m confident you’ll return. Healthy people, even those in love, might value a bit of distance. Time to check in on themselves.

Or perhaps they fear the weaponization of their longing. Imagine a world where any vulnerability can be used against you. Express a sadness about distance, and hand the absentee a bullet. Ceasefire: I miss you, but I don’t want to talk about it.

Confronting distance hurts. You write to the distance and toss the message into the gap. You see the chasm is bigger than you could ever hope to cross with a well-pitched bottle. If it hurts, so does the gap between perceived and ideal self. If you deny it hurts?

Return to sender.
Adorno throws his bottled message to the sea and tides bring it back to his feet. No response, because a response is impossible. We only imagine who we are writing to; we can only imagine what they say in reply. The whole thing is an elaborate act of masturbation through penmanship.

Adorno asks his reader: “What would hope be without distance?” Nothing, in the end, substitutes for the presence of the other person. So all we ever have is distance anyway. To write to the imagined other is, in the end, to write to the only other we will ever know. Nobody can become us for us.

You reach out to touch them, and they don’t even look at you. For Adorno, it doesn’t matter. They couldn’t see you anyway.

The Hysteric.
A hysteric interrogates the distance. They ask you by asking your absence: “What have I done?” “What can I do?”

They might write, “How do I get you to return to me faster?” What they mean is, “How do I get myself to feel complete?” Nobody ever feels complete. If they know this, then maybe they just miss you. If they don’t know this, they may be asking, “Can you tell me who I need to be?”

You’ll have to teach them that you don’t know who they need to be. Then you might lose them. If you lose them, and they stay? Then you’ve found yourself through the other person, not in.

Get married.

 

 

 

 

American Sniper: Shepherds, Sheep, and Wolves

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Early in American Sniper, Chris Kyle stops a schoolyard fight between his brother and a bully. The brother has a black eye. The bully gets it worse.

At dinner, Kyle’s father slides off his belt. He slams it on the dinner table and threatens to punish the boy for losing, or starting, a fight. Kyle intervenes: The bully attacked his brother. He had to intervene.

Dad talks about sheep, sheep dogs, and wolves. Three types of people in the world. Sheep are the weak, who wait for wolves to slaughter them. Wolves are evil, looking to slaughter sheep. Sheep dogs are blessed, he says, with a willingness to inflict violence on wolves. Sheep depend on them. A young Chris Kyle nods.

This triad is the organizing moral of American Sniper.

Kyle, the sheep dog, joins the Navy SEALs shortly before 9/11. He goes to Iraq soon after 9/11. Already, a problem with history. Iraq, we know, has nothing to do with 9/11. Like Chris Kyle’s dad, Iraq was America removing its belt: America screamed in pain and bared it sharpest teeth. Someone was going to get whipped; it didn’t matter who.

The movie arranges images to help us believe that Kyle is in Iraq because of 9/11, but he isn’t. His assignment in Iraq is as ambivalent to the violence of 9/11 as his father’s belt. The politics are unimportant here, and responsibility has nothing to do with who is punished. Instead, it was an opportunity to define wolves, sheep, and shepherds.

We meet Iraq through a woman and a small boy. The boy, then the woman, try to carry a grenade into a convoy. Kyle kills the child, saving his convoy. He’s called a hero for saving the lives of the men who were in Iraq. The Iraqis are wolves in sheep’s clothing. Later, when Kyle describes their actions as “evil,” he connects the boy and mother to his father’s story.

This decision did not happen in a vacuum. Kyle didn’t just happen to be in Iraq. He had a mission, and he did it. But Eastwood never uses this opportunity to question the source of the mission.

We’re told it had something to do with 9/11. Channeling Bush rhetoric, Kyle says he’s fighting terrorists in Baghdad’s streets so nobody has to kill them in New York.

The film is about a man who has done wrenching work protecting sheep from wolves. What we never ask is why these wolves are attacking them. We sent shepherds into the forest to kill wolves. We argued that this stopped them from coming into our land and killing our sheep. But we were in the wrong forest. These “wolves” were never coming to kill us.

So in fact, American Sniper is about a man fueled by delusions. The delusions, shared by the director of the film, are that Iraq attacked the World Trade Center, that Saddam Hussein had ties to al-Qaeda, and that we went to war in Iraq to kill terrorists.  These tropes are over a decade and a half discredited.

Knowing this, which we do, sets Kyle as another tragic indictment of the Bush regime’s justifications in invading Iraq. Kyle’s and his ideology of protection, heroism, and fighting evil are dispensed into a holographic world created by a lie.

This lie protects Kyle from the truth, which is that his actions, his heroism, the death of his friends, are results of a fantasy.  Nothing in the film, or in the Iraq war, was real, in the sense that none of the actions that take place actually take place for the stated reasons. The entire film takes place in a virtual reality; in this sense, it is an exact reproduction of the Iraq war.

Remember, we invaded Iraq because Saddam was tied to al-Qaeda; when that was proven false, we attacked Iraq to eliminate Saddam’s weapons of mass destruction. When that was proven false, we attacked Iraq to install democracy upon an Arab dictatorship and inspire the Islamic world. This, too, was false. We invaded Iraq in the service of imagination. Imagine if these things were true!

And children died. Soldiers lost limbs, wives lost husbands and families lost fathers. All in the service of protecting sheep from imaginary wolves. The film, to anyone with a cursory understanding of the war, is an outrageous story of the destruction of life. Words destroyed these lives. Empty words like “weapons of mass destruction,” magic phrases like “kill them over there so they don’t kill us here.” There is no truth to these words. But they launched a war, and Chris Kyle fought it.

In tour after tour, Kyle deepens his commitment to other soldiers. The war emboldens his role as a shepherd, earning him accolades as a legend and a rise in rank. Though his imaginary Iraq has no relationship to Iraq’s reality, he was indispensable to the others serving in this imaginary Iraq. He behaves according to his own ideology of protecting those who need protection. Over time, the investment into the delusion runs so deep, it becomes impossible to extract himself.

The problem of American Sniper is that it reproduces a fictional reality that lead the United States into war with Iraq. We see it through the eyes of a man who never figured out that he was the butt of the Bush administration’s joke on humanity.

We see why Kyle was there, why, in the mind of his soldiers and those around him, he was a hero. We see the sacrifices that soldiers made to the idea of protecting the “sheep.”

Kyle comes home, and complains that everyone is on cell phones and shopping as if there isn’t a war taking place. These scenes underline the complete disconnect between America and Iraq. This divide is geographical, but also ideological. Soldiers in Iraq developed emotional investments completely unrelated to their reasons for being there. The imaginary had crept into the real.

American citizens, the “sheep,” were realizing that the war was a lie. Soldiers in the field could not believe this. They were under attack, albeit by an enemy of America’s own imagination.

Zizek writes, “ideology is defined only by how the coordinates of your meaningful experience of the world, and your place within society, relate to the basic tensions and antagonisms of social orders.” Faced with an enormous distance between two “realities,” Kyle cannot break himself away from the shepherd identity. He returns to Iraq over and over again. In Iraq, the massive apparatus of the US military surrounds him, supporting a shared ideology. It’s a culture that embraces him. Where else can Kyle be a shepherd? Not in America; only in Iraq.

He sees himself as the shepherd, but his family doesn’t understand it. The only way for him to assert this ideal self is by participating in the charade of the Iraq war. He hands himself over to it, again and again, and he is allowed to speak through the language of his father. He can play the shepherd; but he cannot return to his wife and children. He cannot articulate his desires in his own words.

So he returns to Iraq, invested in his own pursuit of a Syrian sniper who killed his friend. This has nothing to do with global politics, or protecting Americans. It is about shepherds. We see this in the final shootout. Kyle is so focused on killing the sniper that he takes his first opportunity, knowing that his shot will give his team’s location away to hordes of fighters in Sadr City. Kyle takes the shot.

Bradley Cooper, the actor playing Kyle, described the scene as a triumphant ending:

“I love the idea of framing it as a Western, I thought that could be cinematically viable, ripe for cinema, and that this guy happened to be incredibly charismatic. … You have a guy going into a town and there’s his equivalent on the other side, another sharpshooter. He’s a sharpshooter, and [it ends in] tumbleweeds, a dust storm, there’s a showdown, this sort of one man and his pursuit — that idea. Framing this genre within a Western construct was something I thought would be interesting.”

Soldiers call Kyle a hero throughout the film, a “legend,” a cowboy who was once a rodeo star. He is the epitome of unanalyzed masculinity. He’s an enormous man with a beard, muscles, guns, a Texan accent. He is fully immersed in the language of masculinity created by his father, created by Bush era paternalism. But we see what this constructed identity does to him.

Back home at last, his final mission accomplished, he’s unable to use his own words to express his own desires. He is paralyzed by decisions he can intellectually defend but can’t emotionally process. Simple actions, such as sitting at a bar alone before going home, show his alienation through a single, heart-breaking gesture. It’s powerful acting. War has disconnected Kyle from his family. His wife implores him to “just talk to her,” that she can take it, and he seems to believe her. Nonetheless, his horror is beyond language. Alienated, he sits alone, staring at a blank TV screen, his brain scanning the dial for threats.

The movie shows him eventually return, but it is clear that Kyle needed the military to reaffirm his commitment, past and future, to the imaginary ideal of war. It is where his belief in the imaginary Iraq is sustained, and once that belief becomes irrelevant, it becomes the place where his inner conflicts are given expression. His drive to be the shepherd. He is willing to widow his wife and orphan his children for the service; when he is away from these soldiers he can only think of returning.

Alienated from emotions, he could express his ideology and self-image as a shepherd only through physical actions. This shepherd warrior myth of traditional masculinity renders emotions invisible, replaces them with actions, and then sends them off to imaginary lands to commit themselves to those actions. Paul Goodman calls it “the military ethos of inhibited feeling,” and we see it here, as men are degraded, water sprayed on their bodies from hoses while they are insulted and egos annihilated. The myth is self-perpetuating; after training, the battleground is the only place where a soldier can imagine belonging, the only place where actions are clear indications of the emotions you cannot express otherwise.

American Sniper recreates the illusions that lead us into the Iraq war. It captures the effect of that lie, the waste that this lie has laid on an entire generation. It shows how ideology can be used to steer men into certain concepts of reality and away from others. Unfortunately, it illustrates the tragic result of ideology at war with reality, and the toll those battles take on the bodies recruited into fighting them.

Lulz as an ideology: Occupy, Anonymous, and political disobedience

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Modern social movements, for example, Occupy, Anonymous, and the Arab Spring, are built on an extremely contemporary conceptualization of communities that reflect the disparate, anarchic systems of the Internet, rather than the homogenous, mass-mobilization logic of television.

Occupy, which organized in “meatspace” by occupying, literally, various places, was arguably the most successful of these movements in terms of utilizing those networks to build an alternative to modern political machinery. Anonymous, and the Arab Spring, were both examples of failure. The Arab Spring, of course, wasn’t prepared to carry out its revolution to an apolitical end. Anonymous, though rooted in the allegedly anti-ideological stance of “doing it for the lulz,” is actually, as we will see, heavily ideologically focused.

Occupy Nowhere
A frequent criticism of the Occupy movement, shared by stupid-and-conservative Fox anchors and brilliant-and-ironic-Leninist Slavoj Zizek alike, was that Occupy was supposed to make a list of demands. Occupy had grabbed everyone’s attention, they said; it was time to transform that attention into policy proposals for politicians to incorporate into the legal machinery of the United States.

To nearly universal mainstream confusion, Occupy refused. Understanding why can shed light on the form of social protest 2.0 that has risen up in the hacker group Anonymous and in events such as the Arab Spring. All were rooted in a shared tactic: political disobedience.

Bernard Harcourt discusses the phenomenon in the book “Occupy: Three Inquiries in Disobedience.” There, he outlines Occupy’s refusal to participate in politics-by-numbers as a refusal to speak the language of practical politics within a political landscape. Occupy largely saw politics as broken anyway, so why use it? Harcourt calls this “political disobedience.” You can imagine that if civil disobedience, as shown by Martin Luther King etc., is a refusal to behave civilly as a form of protest against corrupt policies, then political disobedience is a refusal to behave politically as a form of protest against corrupt politics.

For Harcourt, political disobedience

‘resists the very way which we are governed. It resists the structure of partisan politics, the demand for policy reforms, the call for party identification. It rejects the very idea of expressing or honoring ‘the highest respect for the law.’ … It challenges the conventional way in which political governance takes place and laws are enforced. It turns its back on the political institutions and actors who govern us. And beyond that, it resists the very ideologies that have dominated the postwar period.’ (2013, 47).

Political disobedience seemed to be having a heyday, or to have just ended a heyday, which I believe was brought into being by the way digital social networks have reorganised our understanding of collectives and social change.

Zizek may have warned Occupy, to its face, “Don’t be afraid to want what you really desire,” but Zizek was a little askew: What Occupy wanted was not a need that could be articulated within the language of politics. Its desire was to avoid that language altogether, to learn and develop a language of its own.

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised
Before talking about Anonymous, I want to reflect on the change in collective imaginations of groups, and how groups form and interact, that has come about through the twist in media that came when television was replaced (in the hearts and minds of the street protesting youth) with Reddit and Wikipedia. Just as a global rise in mass media galvanised mass social protests in 1968, social media has created a new form of social protest that responds to new communications and media tools, and the vision of communities that those tools present back to their audiences.

Television, being a visual medium, had a unique ability to form an idea of a “mass” within its viewership; at the same time it addressed the collective in a homogenous manner, it also reported the collective as a homogenous mass. To update Benedict Anderson’s imagined communities model, mass media allowed everyone on a street to know that they had seen or read the same thing as everyone else on their street, or country. Later, television addressed and reflected ideas of “the nation” through pictures and representation: creating a sense of belonging to the world on the screen.

Unfortunately, this mass homogeny tended to mask everyone who wasn’t on television. Just as television influenced our model of communities and a national identity, it also shaped our resistance to those models and identities. Resistance to a mass cultural paradigm was resistance to the imagined collective portrayed on television. To succeed in changing that imagination, mass protest was a useful tool: you had to invade the television screen and assert that many people were left out of the collective “we” of the televised imagination. Show the world that there are many more of you than it thought, and you could change the borders of who “we” are. Hence: marches, protests, the power of huge numbers.

While the social may have been present in Selma, Alabama, or Prague 1968, it wasn’t the central motivation for mass protest or organization. Each had demands, and mass mobilisation was a way to present the legitimacy of those demands. Television invented the status quo and held up that image as a mirror on the screen. Mass protests short-circuited the illusion of mass support perpetuated by television’s pleasant status quo assumptions. It said hey, we’re here, there’s lots of us, turn the cameras on and show the nation that we’re part of it.

A horse with no name
Occupy was different. It wasn’t organized on the idea of transforming pictures on television screens. It organized to build an alternative political network in real space. The meeting was the point. The numbers were a side effect.

After a decade of self-organization in online communities: listservs, Wikipedia, Reddit subreddits, LiveJournal Communities, blog rings, etc., the imagination of what collectives looked like, and could accomplish, slowly evolved from the perspective of a televised community. Belonging to television relied on simply imagining that the person being addressed was you, and that you were being addressed by the rest of your community, sharing the same information, worldview, and identities (again, the imagined community).

Online organization, however, required participation: to be a part of a community, you could lurk, but to really belong, you had to engage. You sorted yourself into projects, you contributed. Whether or not one ever actually contributed to such networks was irrelevant. The idea of community was transformed from one in which membership was assumed through passive observation to one in which membership required contributions and action.

Occupy was a hybrid of mass protest updated to the chat room concept of the nation and community that modern media reflects. In the sense that it aimed only to redirect the energy of its participants, it largely succeeded, and indeed managed to do so without becoming co-opted by the system it was protesting. In that sense, it was the pinnacle of organized protest, only considered a failure when seen from within the system that it tried so hard to stand apart from.

This is why political disobedience is, I argue, so deeply connected to the community imagined in a network: If you can simply make a new chat room, go to another blog, start another topic thread, why fight over the one you’re on? Likewise, Occupy asked: Why fine-tune the political machinery if the entire factory is on fire? Occupy wanted to evacuate the building before deciding what to build on the rubble. It disobeyed every call for how to do a protest “right.” It didn’t have leaders, it had small rotating cohorts organized by special interests and abilities: chat rooms. It didn’t focus on small, achievable goals; it had town meetings which created sprawling lists of demands that went nowhere. Those demands weren’t the point; participation was the point. Being there, saying something to be heard, doing something to contribute.

In these systems, users determine what they spend their time on, connecting them directly to their labor: an inherently anti-capitalist starting point that connects people to each other and their labor, rather than alienating them from both.

Which brings us to Anonymous.

Meanwhile, on the Internet
Around the same time as Occupy, (I peg its modern incarnation to its Scientology work in 2007), we saw the rise of a similar, purely virtual, protest group: Anonymous. Anonymous shunned individual identities for the task of building a collective project. It was built the same way other network projects were built, following the anarchic self-organization seen on Wikipedia, Reddit, or 4chan.

Gabriella Coleman was in the (chat) room as an anthropologist for many of Anonymous’ projects, and writes a wonderful book that functions as an “Intro to Cyberdissidents” for anyone interested. What is evident is the happenstance manner in which major projects came to fruition within Anonymous. An offhand comment from user Gibnut, who asks why Tunisia is a target, ends with Gibnut delivering access to the Tunisian government’s domain extension, which is then used to direct anyone going to the sites toward Wikileaks cables detailing Tunisian government corruption.

Coleman cites a few of these examples, arguing that this is exactly what happens within an organization that is “open to anyone willing to subsume him or herself into a collective capable of gaining fame.” She goes on:

“By sacrificing the public self, by shunning leaders, and especially by refusing to play the game of self-promotion, Anonymous ensures mystery; this in itself is a radical political act, given a social order based on ubiquitous monitoring and the celebration of runaway individualism and selfishness.” (2014, 493)

The agility of Anonymous is based on its refusal to institutionalize. This refusal to institutionalize points to its roots in political disobedience. Anonymous, on the surface, appears to refuse to play by any rules, tackling powerful subjects from the Church of Scientology to rape culture. Their demands, however, are often tied to free speech concerns, or rejecting censorship, though these don’t encompass all of the collective’s concerns. The real ideology of Anonymous (and its spin-off groups) is something else: Lulz.

Lulz as ideology

libertarian Lulz is shorthand for the embrace of trolling, a refusal to be pegged to a single position aside from the exploitation of those bound to their own positions to the point of infuriation. Lulz is about those who get the joke, and it excludes those who do not.

In 2011, Anonymous spin-off group (with a good deal of overlap, including the notoriously compromised name floated as a “leader,” Sabu) declared in its manifesto that “This is the lulz lizard era, where we do things just because we find it entertaining. Watching someone’s Facebook picture turn into a penis and seeing their sister’s shocked response is priceless.”

In theory, it is a dedication to the novelty possible in an anarchic space. Lulz considers itself strictly anti-ideological. On anonymous (lowercase a) message boards like 4chan, ironic homophobia, racism, sexism, and everything else crashes up against genuine versions, and all of it is embraced if and when it can be directed toward those most inclined to be outraged. Ideology is the target, particularly the sense that people identify with an ideology (and in this list of ideological targets, one can include race, gender, sexuality and all other forms of identification). All counter-ideological stances are part of the tool box for exploiting any ideology deemed to take itself too seriously.

Zizek might say that all of us have a desire we can’t articulate, which moves us forward toward some direction of our own choosing; ideology is what happens when we peg that desire for “motion” to some end goal and system for achieving it. Ideology is rooted in directing an unarticulated desire of a subject towards some other end.

Lulz, as a claim to anti-ideology, is rooted in thwarting the seriousness that provides the satisfaction of an ideological embrace. The “end” is to disrupt the identities, ideologies, and comfort of others for the pleasure of the anonymous collective. Lulz counters ideologues by acting as the precise opposite articulation of what it imagines ideologues desire.

Lulz-as-ideology claims to stand for nothing aside from the satisfaction of thwarting the illusion of other people’s ego selves. It is not explicitly concerned with social justice, or, if we’re being generous, it prides itself with bending against that desire, to test its own ability to denounce an ideology in pursuit of Lulz. It does not ask, “Why are you angry?”, it asks, “U mad, bro?” And that, of course, speaks to the oppressed from their position of power and tells them to grow a pair.

And yet, for a collective which prides itself in anti-ideological stances, Anonymous clearly has a craving for legitimacy that has caused it to align, primarily, with a progressive social and libertarian political ideology.

Where the Lulz can grow
Anti-ideology requires a certain political climate: a free speech environment is crucial to trolling, and therefore, to Lulz. It’s logical to assume that Anonymous’ committed defense of free speech and internet freedom is rooted in Lulz first. So the counter-ideology finds itself tied to an ideology — Lulz — which itself can be called into redirection from outside forces.

It explains why Anonymous’ targets range from the arbitrary case of Steubenville rapists to Sony, why Fox News could be hacked for fun but Egyptian state media couldn’t, based on a commitment to free-speech ideals. It’s contradictory because nobody is in charge. Lulz could be read as a kind of political drift that encourage an element of political disobedience, a language and set of conflicting PR campaigns designed to ensure that Anonymous never become overly committed to an ideology of its own.

By refusing to articulate a coherent political ideology, you could say that Anonymous stands with Occupy as a form of political disobedience in cyberspace.

Sort of.

Reading Coleman’s book, it is impossible not to imagine that Anonymous’ main IRC channel for plotting moves isn’t entirely made up of agents from the FBI, State Department, MI6, NSA and CIA operating with no awareness that the people they are trying to manipulate are all part of the same military-intelligence complex.

The FBI infiltrated anonymous as early as August 15, 2011, and as late as March 2012, by negotiating a deal with top-level Anon Hector Xavier Monsegur, aka Sabu. With the information Sabu provided, the FBI worked to inform certain targets of what was on the horizon, and leaked documents show that the FBI didn’t really care to intervene when those targets were governments in Brazil, Turkey or Syria. And…

Facebook Revolution
Another social network protest took shape in Egypt in 2010, documented in Linda Herrera’s book, “Revolution in the Age of Social Media“. This time, it started on Facebook, with an anonymous page admin creating the “We are all Khaled Said” Facebook page and leading to the 6th of April movement. This organization was similarly structured to Occupy and Anonymous, arranged in a “horizontal, leaderless manner,” in which “anyone who became a friend of the 6th of April Facebook page could claim to be a member” (p. 59).

Importantly, the bulk of the Facebook side of the “Facebook Revolution” was revealed to be a Google employee, Wael Ghonim. Ghonim himself specifically cited social network imaginations of the collective when he finally revealed his identity:

“Our revolution is like Wikipedia, okay? Everyone is contributing content, [but] you don’t know the names of the people contributing the content. This is exactly what happened. Revolution 2.0 in Egypt was exactly the same. Everyone contributing small pieces, bits and pieces. We drew this whole picture of a revolution. And no one is the hero in that picture.”

Only a few days before Mubarak turned off Egypt’s Internet, Hilary Clinton gave a speech articulating the US government’s commitment to free speech and opposition to censorship around the world:

“We are providing funds to groups around the world to make sure that those tools get to the people who need them in local languages, and with the training they need to access the Internet safely.”

Anonymous was working to circulate tools and training manuals for cyber dissidents through ad hoc networks of old modems and fax machines. Anonymous collaborators also resisted calls to attack Egyptian state-controlled media. They had honed these skills in Tunisia. By January 14, 2011, the disgraced Tunisian leader had fled the country and images of a Guy Fawkes mask in front of the Tunisian flag has started to circulated on the Internet as a symbol of the Tunisian revolution.

An American interest in foreign cyber dissidence wasn’t a development of Hillary Clinton, however. The Bush administration had embraced some ham-fisted propaganda campaigns (including voice mail messages left on phones in the middle east intended to paint W in a flattering light). By the time Obama stepped in, it had evolved into a sophisticated set of practices dedicated to facilitating access to networks to facilitate local level interactions rather than simply distributing propaganda. This is precisely was Clinton announced in her speech, and it is precisely what Anonymous ended up doing.

The Game of War
The surface story is interesting enough: the State Department and Anonymous are united. Both of them are in it for the Lulz.

The seemingly apolitical ideology of Lulz, upon closer examination, is completely dependent upon a libertarian free-speech ideal in which freedom of speech is permanently intertwined with Internet infrastructure. It connects free speech with untampered Internet access. It is also a key to developing a model of the Internet dependent on commercial interests and free markets.

Facebook is not building towers in the Sahara, nor Google spending billions on satellite Wi-Fi, for the sake of altruism. There is a market to be made. More people on the networks means more data, more markets, more analytics, more technology to be run, explored, and monetized.

Freedom of speech closely aligns with democratic, free-market ideals. Overthrow a government on behalf of free speech, and you root its new regime in communications infrastructure; you pave the way to rapid Westernization of network models. Libertarian free speech means libertarian markets, and there is nothing more American than libertarian free speech and libertarian markets.

You’ll see this at work in a wide swathe of recent global conflicts, between the Charlie Hebdo attacks in Paris and into N. Korea’s alleged Sony hack. You see it in the way ISIL has mobilized social media. We once turned to Coca-Cola, Rock and Roll and blue jeans to “sell” America to the world. Now, the media is the message, the product, and the distribution scheme.

The Internet, and the roiling public sphere it represents, is what we sell, and we sell it, at least partially, through cat memes and and the thrill of subversion. Lulz has already proven a handy ideology for overthrowing corrupt regimes of America’s allies-on-paper in Egypt and Tunisia. Lulz is the ideology that steams up the window of clearly pro-US, pro-capitalist-democracy trucks full of kittens.

Anonymous, then, is not truly engaged in political disobedience. It is deeply dependent upon a global political system, dependent on existing in murky, quasi-permissible spaces and striving for a pro-democratic legitimacy at odds with its anti-ideological posturing.

Anonymous articulated a position and a solution to give itself political currency, and that desire to articulate these politics has opened the door for Anonymous to become an uncontrolled weapon of US interests: Anonymous may not have a face, but it certainly has a political master. In the end, it doesn’t matter at all whether state actors are giving it orders. Overseas, it is largely serving the interests of the US government and corporate actors anyway.

Which is totally cool, guys. 
I’m no revolutionary, and I have no desire to see the State Department or Google or even Anonymous fail at this mission. (I mean hell, I own Google stock, how revolutionary can I be?). (I mean hell, I own stocks, period). I’m not opposed to US meddling with shitty authoritarian regimes. If we can overthrow governments with retweets instead of bullets, then sign me up for that army. Purity of a revolution is a fine trade for the end of brutal regimes.

However, this lens can offer a tremendous insight into the way communication tech is the terrain on which battles are fought, the weapons used to fight for them, and goal of the fight itself. Oil prices are down, but magazines are being blown up, film companies hacked over bromantic comedies. It would be senseless to try to understand global politics without understanding that the Internet is a battleground.

The resource wars of this century are going to be waged over data. It’s important to understand how these players operate.

Photos from Flickr user Anonymous 9000.

 

 

 

 

Gamer Gate and ‘The Promise of Happiness’

femkill Sara Ahmed is the professor of Race and Cultural Studies at Goldsmith’s College at the University of London. I was given her 2010 book, “The Promise of Happiness,” as a gift, with the caveat that I was, in fact, a “feminist killjoy.”

Ahmed offers an analysis of how happiness is invented for people before they have a say in it, how that happiness comes to define us, and why we shouldn’t let it. We sense an obligation toward our own happiness, a duty, Ahmed notes, outlined before we ever have a say. Examples abound: Parents who warn their gay teenagers, “I just want you to be happy” as a warning that homosexuality will deprive them of that parent’s vision of future happiness. Or calls for minorities to stop finding things to complain about, to “think positively,” an encouragement to perpetuate the happiness of those with the privilege to enjoy it. Or of “Feminist Killjoys,” who speak up against a rape joke when the rest of the audience is laughing and then find themselves booed out of the room.

Why do these things happen? Why are others invested in the perpetuation of one kind of happiness, what Ahmed calls “The Happiness Script” ? Ahmed’s book is an analysis of the privilege of unexamined happiness, and the reactions against those who dare to complicate it.

Though written in 2010, the book seems particularly relevant to me lately (as a white guy) mostly because I’ve been fascinated with the reaction to Anita Sarkeesian, the academic vlogger who became the subject of death and rape threats because of her radical suggestion that sometimes girls don’t like how they’re portrayed in video games. Some gamers, whose idea of feminists as angry screeching women have been defined solely by angry screeching men on the internet, object to this intrusion into their shared happiness space. Someone is telling them no, and they are reacting to this violation of their happiness script just as Ahmed describes: Happiness as a duty to affirmation. When you refuse to ratify the collective, unexamined happiness of the privileged majority, you’re a buzzkill, a feminazi, and the new game is how to get you to shut up.

Ahmed’s common tropes of counter-happiness (the “feminist killjoy”, the “unhappy queer”) are paired with examples from literature, from Mrs. Dalloway to The Hours to Children of Men. These case studies reveal the nebulous, ill-defined organizational system through which privileged discourses of “happiness” are framed. By recognizing that happiness is not defined by Others, or really, even by the potential of ever even achieving happiness, Ahmed deconstructs these “happiness scripts” as “ways of aligning bodies with what is already lined up.”

Happiness becomes intertwined with goodness. The idea that happy people are good people is an ideological cornerstone in America. Somehow, that turns to mean that any criticism of the objects that make us happy is, in turn, a criticism of our own goodness. Hence the meat-eaters who taunt passive vegetarians, or the internet mobs who cheer as people phone bomb threats into Sarkeesian’s lectures because “freedom of speech” or ethics or whatever.

gamergate If a bunch of men are playing video games and basing self-worth on a shared valuation of these games, and a woman speaks up and suggests that maybe these games aren’t perfect sources of happiness — that they may even exclude people from participation — you end up with a bunch of angry men, because the object of their happiness, the object that binds their community, isn’t being affirmed as good. As Jay Allen has written on Gamergators:

“As long as you sublimate yourself to the consensus constructed identity, accepts you, no matter who you are! But if you assert that gamer culture is hostile to women or POC or LGBT people, based on your own experience, you are out of fucking line. Similarly, if you suggest that games need to change in some way, you are fighting the consensus and a target. No wonder they hate Sarkeesian. It’s obviously massively unexamined privilege, but that unexamined privilege is part of the required sublimation to the group identity.”

Ahmed, meanwhile, suggests the embrace of a kind of measured pessimism — the so-called “Social Justice Warriors” — that actively turn away from the happiness script as a form of rebellion against this veil of false consciousness. Careful not to overstate pessimism as a position, and careful not to imagine that revealing the veil is in any means a way of revealing truth, she defends the feminist killjoy: “recognizing injustice in the present is read as a theft of optimism, a killing of joy, a failure to move on or put certain histories behind us” (162). She later notes that feminist complaints about rape or domestic violence are drowned out by complaints that feminists are complaining about it, or how they are complaining about it, rather than joining in a condemnation of the violence. For educational purposes, the following cartoon by a Gamergator is a perfect example of the “stop complaining” trope, in which Occulass is clearly the annoying feminist killjoy and Vivian is the ideal girl who follows the script: goofus and gallant Oculass is a problem; she makes people “feel bad.” She complains. Vivian, on the other hand, doesn’t complain at all, doesn’t spoil the fun for everyone else. In the case of nerd entitlement, for lack of a better terminology, this is also complicated by the mistaken idea that the very real personal traumas tied to precocious intelligence are the same as the very real ongoing traumas tied to structural oppression. Hence, the feminist critique of video games reads as an attempt to alienate the already-alienated-feeling gamer crowd from what Ahmed calls a “happiness object,” the games themselves.

The games are a source of pleasure, which is connected to a source of goodness. The response is a set of elaborate over-justifications for rejecting the source of that criticism: a desperate bid to sustain the feeling of common good and connection through video games by rallying it around a new purpose/enemy, i.e., “ethics in video game journalism,” the purported end-goal of Gamergators. What does ethics in video game journalism really have to do with Tweeting rape threats to female video game designers? When women, or immigrants, or any kind of subaltern figure bothers or dares to reject a happiness script, they introduce a gap, they say no to people who are used to hearing yes. It makes people “feel bad.” The happiness object, what makes them happy and therefore, “good,” must be defended.

clarissa Nobody likes being a feminist killjoy. But to stand in contrast to the privileged happiness script is to reject the role of a voiceless minority, and helps to expand the concentration of “happiness” beyond the narrow, “difficult-to-find-alleys” of happiness that just happen to coincide with the “collective interests” of whoever is enforcing the script. Spoiling the party by making a bit of a scene, or confronting someone over a racist joke, or suggesting that maybe there can be video games that don’t make women feel terrible, are all a form of resistance to the idea that ‘happiness’ is an end goal in and of itself. That world view relies on the illusion that the world is harmonious, it imposes a ‘natural order’ that feels inevitable. To allow oneself to be ‘happy’ is an affirmation of this social order. When you defend against it, you become the threat: by speaking of unhappiness, you become “a source of unhappiness for many” (216).

At that point, “happiness becomes a shield against the recognition of possibility” (218). Resistance against that shield allows a diversity of happinesses to profligate, expands the definitions. In the end, Ahmed suggests, feminism or activism may not make those taking action “happy,” but it must allow people agency toward defining a path for themselves, rather than conforming to a happiness based on an imposed (ready-made) idea of happiness shaped by ideology, in which subjects grow up with the expectation of participating in it.

Adhering too strictly to the happiness of the Other (here, my inner Lacanian is taking over) is a recipe for dysfunction. Ahmed suggests that a radical happiness can mean the challenge of abandoning the imposed happiness script at any stage, even if it means the potential failure to achieve any form of happiness at all (illustrated beautifully by The Hours). In summary, I’d suggest the book boils down to the idea that unhappy people are happy like everyone else, but happy people are each unhappy in their own way.

Ahmed ends with encouragement for the alienated awkward-moment makers of the world: “Feminist consciousness can thus be thought of as consciousness of the violence and power that are concealed under the language of civility and love, rather than simply consciousness of gender as a site of restriction of possibility… There is solidarity in recognizing our alienation from happiness, even if we do not inhabit the same place (as we do not).” (86-87).

Missing when we look in the cell: Thoughts on “@Large: Ai Weiwei on Alcatraz”

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What are we supposed to think of when we think of Alcatraz?

I visited Alcatraz specifically to see the Ai Weiwei installations on the island, making use of parts of the prison that haven’t previously been open to the public.

Weiwei is, if you don’t know, a Chinese artist and political activist who is forbidden from leaving mainland China. The installations at Alcatraz were designed remotely, through e-mail and architectural drafts of spaces: The New Industries building, where prisoners did manual labor, and the former medical building, particularly the psychiatric ward, the dining hall, and the A block row of prison cells.

It was also my first visit to the prison. The island is preserved where it is not in ruins, clearly marked with the emotional distance that decay can provide. I’m sure the myth of Alcatraz is different in every brain, but my mind has two references: The abandoned coal-digging city of Gunkanjima, ‘Battleship Island’, off of the coast of Nagasaki, and the Terezin concentration camp, outside of Prague.

The three have more in common that we might like to imagine. Attendance at these places is based on varying degrees of interest in what human beings can endure in terms of squalor and oppression. At Terezin, we can get a Coke next to an Arbeit Macht Frei sign; at Gunkanjima, we can remark at how many people squeezed lives into such a tiny amount of space; at Alcatraz, we can ponder the depths of misery reserved for “the worst of the worst.” All through the safe distance of time, rust, and debris.

One Way Ticket, Free Room and Board
Processed with VSCOcam with 6 presetStanding, looking at a clearly visible toilet facing out to the wall of prisoners across from it, I had to wonder: Why does anyone come to Alcatraz?

The only joyful myth of Alcatraz is the conservative desire to see a dismal ending for bad men in a heroic society. Alcatraz is said to be haunted by a number of spirits, not the least of which is the banjo-playing Al Capone, whose picture is repeated here and there, but the only real spirit that haunts the cells is, one might imagine, the spirit of tough justice.

There’s an inherent sadism in myths of the place. Alcatraz was a notoriously difficult prison. From a tiny cell, a prisoner could look out to see each of his block mates, but communication was punished: There was an enforceable order of silence. Alcatraz was said to be where you went when you needed to be broken; if other institutions couldn’t break you, Alcatraz would.

Yet, when we come here, we’re greeted by a joke-telling tour guide (I don’t mind, some of the jokes are funny) and it’s a pleasant outing, there are plenty of children and kitschy souvenirs. The place made famous for breaking men’s spirits is now part of a fun day out on holiday.

 

Stay Tuned

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A wall inside a cell at Alcatraz.

The silence rule of Alcatraz was the first one being challenged by Ai Weiwei, across time in space, in his installation in the A block, “Stay Tuned.” As you enter each cell and face the wall, sound is piped in through the heating vent (notably, one of the only successful escape routes out of the place). These are the sounds of art made by political prisoners, from Fela Kuti to the Plastic People of the Universe (whose imprisonment inspired Vaclav Havel to write Charter 77, a manifesto against Soviet tactics) to Iranian poets and finally, Pussy Riot begging the Virgin Mary to hurry up and become a feminist.

Weiwei is doing something that struck me as somewhat subversive for a National Park Service art show: Rebelling against the rules of the place by placing the voices of prisoners, as loud as he could, into communication in a prison block where prisoners weren’t allowed to speak. But also to draw the contrast between political prisoners across the world with the political prisoners of the United States.

After all, the first prisoners in Alcatraz were military prisoners. This included those who fought against the Union in the Civil War, but also Native Americans, Chinese who fought the army during the Boxer Rebellion.

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With Wind
The New Industries Building is where prisoners who were given the privilege of working spent 8 hours a day washing or making clothes, an early step in the prison-labor movement. Today, as you walk in to its dilapidated shell of peeling paint and broken windows, you are greeted by a flying paper dragon and several sparrow-shaped kites which make up Weiwei’s With Wind. Throughout the bleak New Labor Building paper kites float like magical beings over the squalor and rot; not only whimsical but splashes of color against fading lead paint and grime.

Processed with VSCOcam with 4 presetThe seemingly transcendent appearance of these figures is tinted with some degree of irony, however, as the animals and flowers portrayed in With Wind are directly drawn from the state symbolism of 31 countries currently holding political prisoners or prisoners of conscience.

I like these because they represent fantasies of transcendence, and they’re situated in a building that some prisoners liked because it offered views of the city; though other prisoners would be frustrated by the same image.

Like everything, it reminds of this quote from Zizek:

Prison in effect destroys me, attains a total hold over me, precisely when I do not fully consent to the fact that I am in prison but maintain a kind of inner distance towards it, stick to the illusion that ‘real life is elsewhere’ and indulge all the time in daydreaming about life outside, about nice things that are waiting for me after my release or escape. I thereby get caught in the vicious cycle of fantasy, so that when, eventually, I am released, the grotesque discord between fantasy and reality breaks me down. The only true solution is therefore fully to accept the rules of prison life and then, within the universe governed by these rules, to work out a way to beat them. In short, inner distance and daydreaming about Life Elsewhere in effect enchain me to prison, whereas full acceptance of the fact that I am really there, bound by prison rules, opens up a space for true hope.

This quote came to stand for a lot of the Ai Weiwei exhibit, which kept offering this idea of escape from political tyranny, but only as a fantasy. In this case, the idea that the images of escape were, in fact, drawn from the state symbols of oppressive nations. These transcendent sparrows were in fact co-opted. Just like we might dream of the possibility of transcendence in that space, the reality is outside.

Processed with VSCOcam with 4 presetFurther back into the New Industries Building is Trace, portraits of 170 of these prisoners or exiles (Edward Snowden included) were crafted out of Lego blocks onto the floor, grounding us a bit further in reality. Each portrait is uniquely stylized and colored but connected to several others through a glistening white Lego space between them. Weiwei built the Chinese and Tibetan prisoner portraits himself, the rest — selected with help from Amnesty International — he designed and were built by assistants.

Elsewhere in the building, visible only from the guard’s overlook of the work floor, is Refraction, an assemblage of Tibetan solar heaters into a giant winged structure. The piece, which is shiny and silver and massive, is visible only from the position that a guard would watch the prisoners. As a result, the relationship with the work is really unsatisfying, suggesting the psychological reversal of freedom from the prisoners and the guards. I’m struck by reference to a guard who worked and lived on Alcatraz for four years, living in a small home on the back of the island, who called those four years a waste of his life. The relationship between the guards forced to live on the island, and the prisoners forced to live on the island, always stuck with me: two fates, quite intertwined.

Blossom
It’s the psychiatric hospital which is the most compelling moment in the collection, particularly Blossom. Set in the previously unaccessible psychiatric and medical quarter of the prison, where inmates who developed suicidal or other extreme behaviors were kept in cages (notably not on display). Toilets in the rooms were sometimes porcelain, sometimes concrete, and always flushed from outside of the cell, to ensure that suicidal inmates didn’t drown themselves, or break apart the porcelain toilet to forge a weapon to use on themselves or on guards.

In that space — yes, the toilets (and bathtubs) — Weiwei has designed elaborate porcelain flowers to fit perfectly into the water fixtures. That these flowers are offered as a symbol of freedom and placed directly into the basins that a prisoner would use to commit suicide is a compelling juxtaposition, ambivalent sure, but certainly open to a nihilistic reading. From my sense of the suicidal desperation of the inmates housed there, the idea of surrealistic transformations of these “escape routes” (from suicide) into a beckoning space of intricate beauty — made of porcelain, no doubt — which are also blocking the drainpipes, rendering any form of escape impossible?

I find the whole piece aesthetically gorgeous, but symbolically depressing, in a way that Weiwei certainly must have intended, but isn’t really hinted at in the literature about the work. (The guidebook suggests “other associations, such as offering a bouquet to a hospital patient”).

What does it mean when the toilet is clogged by porcelain flowers? You can’t shit, you can’t bathe, can’t clean yourself. The filth stays with you and on you. You are blocked, trapped. This is not a reassuring offer of condolence or comfort to a prisoner. No, this is clearly intended to represent what porcelain fixtures look like to a suicidal patient: The only escape. Break the porcelain and transcend: much as many of these suicidal prisoners did.

That Zizek quote again, this time turns a bit more chilling: inner distance and daydreaming about Life Elsewhere in effect enchain me to prison, whereas full acceptance of the fact that I am really there, bound by prison rules, opens up a space for true hope.

I understand why this interpretation would be left out of the guide book, which does acknowledge that many prisoners experienced mental illness while imprisoned in Alcatraz.

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IMG_6231Weiwei’s work was an interesting complication to the otherwise unchallenged visit to a notorious federal penitentiary, but there were some things that didn’t sit so well.

For one, the otherness of prisoners of conscience, for the American audience, was a pretty safe target. A hat-tip to Edward Snowden left America largely off the hook for its problems with domestic prisons, begging the rest of the world’s censorship and political prisoners on well-known bad-boy regimes.

Processed with VSCOcam with e1 presetWeiwei could have made a porcelain elephant for all of us to look at from the guard tower, naming it Guantanamo Bay, or, hell, Abu Ghraib. Certainly, that kind of political art is hardly challenging, or new, or likely to be exhibited any time soon in a space curated by the National Parks Service. Nobody would have gone for something like that.

But it was a reminder of how those omissions that come from playing it safe — even when working with a dissident artist, even when you’re cranking Pussy Riot out of a jail cell in a national park — omissions get filled in with assumptions drawn from the surrounding environment. And the surrounding environment was: Here’s a political dissident, being given a voice in America, which he wouldn’t be allowed to voice in China, and here are all these prisoners who can’t be given voices but we’re giving them voices, etc. It’s actually quite patriotic, quite land-of-the-free, which is wonderful aside from all the stuff that this kind of liberal patriotism obscures.

Again, with the Zizek: It’s that fantasy of escape that makes reality so hard to bare. And when we get to escape to Alcatraz, where our worst ideas of prisons and political oppression are literally crumbling, the wake-up call of what’s happening in shiny new jail cells is harder to comprehend.

Murakami’s “Strange Library” (and a bit on Freud)

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There’s a pop-psych theory that dreams come from the smeary lightning bugs in our eyes that crop up when we close them to sleep and hit REM. The brain, which is sort of wired to interpret along the lines of whatever framework it is most accustomed to, has to make sense of the sparks and blotches. The logic filter is asleep, no sense can be made of them and so no sense is made. The result is dreams.

“The dream is a sort of substitute for the thought process,” Freud writes, “full of meaning and emotion.”

I feel like good poetry does the same thing: Tackles emotions through bypassing the logic filter and forcing us to reassemble those blotchy sparks of emotion within what we come to call “the inner world.” The inner world collects the novel debris that our logic filter would block from ever getting in: The poetry, the record lyrics, the art, the symbols that make up the personal referents of our inner emotional language. This is closer to Lacan’s trio of symbolic/real/imaginary: symbols are how we access the unconscious; when we pluck a symbol from outside of us that takes root inside, we get ourselves a flower worth watering.

Murakami’s The Strange Library is sort of like that. I have no idea what happened in that story, but it managed to reassemble itself on the other half of the logic filter, in a way that made it feel like a moving story, even if, in a straight reading of plot, it wasn’t really comprehensible at all.

Freud spends a lot of time in “On Dreams” asking us about the spinach he ate in his dream. Applying Freud’s dream-work to The Strange Library wouldn’t be too effective in a literal sense. Freud — despite “dreams as wish fulfillment” being so vague as to be dismissed outright — does actually offer some good advice on interpreting how dreams come to make meaning: we tend to dramatize ideas in dreams, so that the idea of “a boy trapped in a library maze” turns into a story about a boy trapped in a library maze, and what happens as he wanders around it (The same thing happens, in life, with basically everything).

The Strange Library takes that idea and, like a dream, or like the cover of the book (it is beautifully illustrated and packaged) manages to unfold a sense of nostalgia for a lost childhood: imaginary friends, weird disproportionate concerns (the boy spends the time escaping his cell wishing he had his shoes because bugs are gross) and dream/child logic.

Murakami really captures a child’s logic and combines it with dream logic. The ending, I’ve decided, is mostly sad because it brilliantly shifts tone, font, even typesetting, to matter-of-factly describe the facts of his life after the library: He grows up, and the world is less scary, no more old men and black dogs and winding labyrinths, but just the same, there’s no wonder, either, no awe for magical friends and moons and schemes of opening doughnut shops. The world (and the font) becomes smaller, and that’s a subtle, quiet shift to the world of manageable, boring and real fears.

Good stuff. A beautiful, weird little book.